Since you never told me

Since you never told me how awful you felt, I'll make believe.

You told me how much you miss me, every moment of every day. You said around ever corner is something to remind you of me. The photos I helped you with, the box I made for you. When you get a text, you wish it was me. Songs come on your computer to make you think of me. You told me you wish it could all be undone. You told me it was your biggest mistake. You dream most nights about us being together. You cried every night for a week. You said sometimes it hurts to much you cant think.

Since you never told me any of these things. I'll just make believe to help me breath.