Anger

Ok mostly I am just angry at you. Mostly I just wish you were reading this right now. Mostly I just wish your dumb ass would call me up everyday for a week begging for forgiveness. Because you hurt me in so many ways, and I was so good to you. You dumped me. You dident care about me. You lied to me. I am so angry with you. I imagine hurting you might help. Really punching you in the balls. But mostly I just wish it all was different. I wish you would fucking be a man, and fix some of this. NO I DONT WANT TO DATE YOU ANYMORE (I WONT MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN), BUT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS, COULD YOU MAKE AN ATTEMPT TO BE MY FRIEND AFTER YOU DUMPED ME? IS THAT SUCH A FUCKING STRETCH. YOU ENDED IT. SO ITS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO END IT NICELY, BUT YOU CANT FUCKING DO IT CAN YOU? YOUR NOT A MAN, YOUR A USELESS PIECE OF SHIT.